So it feels really good to type this and say hello to anyone who comes to read this. Hello!
Well, first off, just thank you. I’ve been sadly displaced from gratitude in these recent moments, but thanks for the love, I appreciate it.
I’ve been in non-posting mode, lots of ideas – less ambition. I can’t say it any better..than just posting shit and going crazy later. The movie project I’m working on is stuck on the script, maybe it don´t need a script? I don´t know.
But, we’ll shoot it soon..it’s about umm..well you’ll just have to see, cos I’m not so sure either. BUT, I will say of a few cemented details that are set in play.
It’s gonna be pretty or ugly. And, there’s a boy. He’s gonna learn things he should have learned early on while he slept.. basic stuff he has to do to be included into society. Kind of. It feels wrong, because he’d really like to keep moving, travel perhaps, make something out of his mind. But, he’s gotta do what every man has to do..I guess.
It really shakes me to portray children like this, because I’m always so sentimental. Though, I don’t think it’s so sentimental for children being not seen or heard. On the contrary, we store up a lot of very angry feelings. I think that the film is just all the angry feelings we get from ourselves and others…and maybe this film is just a fantasy..what makes it unusual is that it comes by nothing fantastical, just pure humanity. It’s not very rare, I have seen it. The animal instinct among people is distinct in households everywhere. People stress people a lot. You put pictures of ‘your’ people in front of you, and it provokes the strongest feelings..you know?..don’t wanna bring all that up, but can’t keep leaving it out..
We’ll talk soon xx April
Hope you’re well.